Well my Dad was recently released from the hosptail, finally!!! So we came to a hotel for the time being, so we can figure out who and where we'll be taking care of him. I found myself sleeping much more comfortably on the chair in the hospital, than this huge soft bed in the hotel. It's so odd for me to even think that Christmas is on Sunday, we have no tree, no presents, no holiday joy. Just a stressful time, but I have my health and my family thats all Christmas should be about anyway, presents are just a way to keep the kids entertained, ha bitter much? Our check out time is at 3, so I have time to start cleaning up and getting all my dads medicine together. I wish i could be home, well at my friends house, and just laying in bed being lazy. We'd probably be rolling aorund laughing or something, my best friend that i live with right now, she texts me every morning saying shes misses me. I miss her too, and her family, she's my sister from another mister and can always make me cry and laugh! I need to cry and laugh right now. Or maybe just cry, only while my dads asleep I dont want him to see me cry. This post was a downer, but its how i feel lately....BLAH!
hahah well hopefully things will get better (:
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